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I am probably a robot, but I am not a robot

by Bachelor Paradise

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1.
Free Shades! 03:24
we don't look in eyes anymore scan surface, a simple self portrait mend endless the moment before chain it backward to grasping hands broken systemic ache i need some replacements that suit me my lenses are scratched & it's pretty unsafe i catch a glare and i can't see your shape gingerly shift & the weather looks great but i look the same circle framed coasting in shame my features got cast and i tried to make something wonderfully falsified; trees, power lines, house, soft glow from the inside dark & red circled, an excess of purpose it's not very civil but i want to hold on it's a slick existence, i'm probably a robot but i am not a robot my wires went bad so i stopped knowing all about them & if you do well, won't you feel better & if you do good, won't you feel whole & if you do right, because you're so perfect maybe everyone will know but if you do wrong & you make me sad you can't be in my song
2.
the fathers were all sensitive, their lands receding couldn't take my medicine and really mean it saving up yr salary effecting for a truer thing send it to yr mother, won't it just preserve her in youth prey on youth til it gets older else it doesn't fill up all yr swimming pools with all yr cousins and you like to drown a lot reaching for that what is not flatter yr bright future, but you just don't deserve her in youth the crisis came unforced but not to stay i said bereft of summer, spring or fall, it's such a plague and sealed in glass, i could only whisper death notes crying this is not really what i meant at all the waves were all insensible with tides retreating conversations bled and struggled not to feel it and you put yr clothes back on cause you can' t stand the things you done don't you tell yr mother, shipwrecked here forever in youth
3.
all of our chromosomes mingle & mismatch a loitering fool or a towering sycophant sighing in circles they couldn't revise all their previous sighs if you feel anxious and so left behind you can talk to a stranger your parents won't mind if you cycle through habits like habits you've cycled through circles collapse and cacophonous thoughts ruling & i could use a crane to see clear through the shades but i killed that small thought before it held water i know what i ought to do it's neatly set aside sincerest betrayal of mine i've been ambivalent about standing up, walking away from ambivalence and polar opposites i steal smiles, and i borrow lines but i keep locked away in plain sight i told you right from the start it got stranger and following down didn't lead me to change my mind one of these days i will rise with a fury and put things away where they go in the scheme of it i'd never trust you to save or forsake me or anyone i was mistaken i should've been waking up one day with seriously thousands of plans to put things where they go in the scheme of it
4.
change trajectory & flutter, all the stops are known and undestroyed can't commit to all the clutter and you parse the noise for something in the lows keep me warm like you're my mother, i strayed so long ago put down the pen pick up the phone shades all stacked on years yr sister led you now sit down alone if yr house was haunted would you know if you're the ghost & i sink through yr arms all ajar couldn't sleep through the worst of it all & i drag consonants as i slur linger til it becomes canon dig for bones & dig for ballast linger til you crack the windows out in to the streets & we paw at the prettiest thing come back some how some what less empty if yr house shakes beneath yr cold feet in the sleet & in the snow how would you know if you're the ghost in the mirror in the hall & disappear
5.
my friend got lost on the road but it's not out of hand & just like someone i know i'm drowning discreetly, i'm staggering gently, it's just for the weekend how steep the slope of fences mended & freedom found misplaced heat from the outside cools with the motion and they're commuting to work at some fast food or maybe the outlets hard sell & a soft serve guess who got washed away, it wasn't so clean, & asleep on their feet & just like someone i know i drink lots of soda cause the faucet is leaking, down the drain for the weekend follow the stages acquiring light & straighten the streets from west to east i don't know why you're sitting next to me but the band is still swaying & the music is tolerable i'll glad hand my neighbor, & maybe we'll stay close soft shell in a dark room

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Recorded July 13-18, 2018 at Billy's house

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released July 31, 2018

Billy - guitars, drums, voice
Lewis - bass, guitar

Phil's drum idea got plagiarized on track iv

Artwork by Dimitri

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Bachelor Paradise Sacramento, California

Vaguely literate garage rock recorded into 4-track tape recorders.

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