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Afterward​/​In​-​Between​/​Never Die

by Bachelor Paradise

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1.
Shades 02:13
endless courtesy calls the singer thinks its odd she wears her shades like a facade pick a day could be anyday and write me letters to prove to me i'm sane too busy to care this ain't no love affair i retreat to facsimile and fade save some face save some time i couldn't waste it was never mine wake me up i need a pencil sketch of me i will cling to any warmth is what i mean fold me over like a wish i'd die awhile but i know what i'd miss and one day i'll waste your time wait awhile, you know i'll wait awhile i don't mind, i'll never mind
2.
I was in debt to a muse and it was such a pretty thing but i was bemused at my debt in the silence without seeing and the weeks couldn't compare to all the days and days stay here long enough you're bound to float away the luckless losing ones that stand on their own the luckiest people could fall without knowing so why don't you just hold on tight to what you wouldn't want to chase because all those pretty birds - they've got wings to fly away or you could just let it go, & chalk it up to older age and you just felt so solid & upstanding in your ways but we all got immaterial & we got strange and all these weeks could not compare to days & days & days & days etc. so high in the air, after weeks & weeks of days the trees are overgrown & the birds have flown away the luckless losing ones still linger on their own the luckiest people they could fall without knowing
3.
in the aftermath i obliterated mountainsides and rode elevators through waterfalls exhilarate in small victory smell the smoke, feel the wrecking ball and on the top floor i could not stand pulled by gravity i could not stand the proportion of dreams to distance a scrapbook atlas built to fill the gaping holes between sleeper and dreamer lover and leaver lover and leaver/left me alone, alone, alone childhood heroes on my wall bottle of gin in case i fall they take different shapes at night and they move when there's always going to be a tomorrow the permanence weighs more than the flea bitten sweating sorrow, electric touch that singed and sizzled still recasts my thoughts these days these thoughts take different shapes at night and they move and they don't stop
4.
Hadouken! 03:34
denial and incompetence i can't give what i hope to get cause it's worthless spend my money spend my time and it's fine lights got dark and i lost the purpose it don't burn but don't it ache giving in was my first mistake but i'll wait one more fireball i don't answer and i shake my head i go to sleep hungry wake up dead what i meant to say is if its alright i will hide behind the curtains every night its a wish and it's a waste giving in was my first mistake but i'll wait one more fireball i remember what you said so thank you
5.
her name’s ramona, she’s not quite 30 sometimes she goes out to the 9:30 sometimes she bakes a delicious pastry, sometimes she looks at brains I wanna bake you a giant cheesecake, or a soufflé, or a crepe just to celebrate this day, but right now I can only speculate about the adventures of ramona, it’s not a cartoon tv show, but the adventures of ramona somewhere someone anyone would wanna go despite opinions I would never rob her house and when things are faded, headed south it’s still good times when we hang out I can drink my beer and hear about the adventures of ramona she’s headed back to the east coast the adventures of ramona don’t forget to come home sometimes anyway or maybe I should get off my ass and get on a plane etc
6.
Cartographer 03:03
i was a cartographer flailing at the plans subconscious and wasting coincidental and hasty you were a spectral thing but not a bride in white you couldn't walk through the door i couldn't convince you twice and on the way back home the smell is sickly sweet the pastures rot and ripen and the measure of time will not yield and so i chase the angles and i extrapolate mark down the intersections wait and wait and wait and wait i think of older days with shadows stretching out measuring the distance while my eyes wandered about thought of being indirect, cause what's a boy to do? every hypotenuse too obvious or obtuse on friday night I go out to eat something to feel or see or need or be something to breathe i reside in what i built but i won't stop turning over stones or going outside to turn them over and over and over and over again
7.
wander ghostly scarecrow of a shadow while children play in my neighborhood steal to slight slope & smooth surface fluorescent and hazy waiting and lazy and so on til we stop waiting now my frozen blood betrays me I tilt my head, i show my teeth but i look angry and so on until we stop waiting i am not faithless i am true i have a smile that is faithful the freeway empties the lights stay on the windows facing i walk in shadow not desperation everytime i see you something breaks inside of me just need a spinal tap i won’t feel nothing anymore etc.
8.
Lucky II 02:14
shadows get longer the phases change the house got empty so i just sat and passed the time girl made of cinders burst into flames she kept me so warm and i just kept her here shrouded in plastic the corpse of our days we get what we want and when we don't we get what stays
9.
there's so much beauty in all the things that i missed there's a frantic air in the room as you read the list and writhing in my veins would not subsist the tale rose and fell your breath rose and fell your voice rose and fell the ghost rose and fell the frailest arms could carry any load i couldn't say a word so i kept my eyes on the road a shambolic silence slicing through my throat a postscript promise left to live or die a dim grey view of the moon at night stuck with wires apologize at least try the static melts the meat from my bones and i rust like a priest in a chapel alone the revolution casts stones at you so you cast stones a habit on fire 17 children wait for their father to come back home and the town can't sleep though their minds are made of stone to cheat death you must be fierce you must be lucky you must be known to never ever die the body count rises you never ever die your love is gone but you never ever die the curtain falls but you never ever die the writing's on the wall you never ever die

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Recorded in a small room during Thanksgiving break 2013.

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released December 14, 2013

Billy Felix - Guitars, voice, drums, keys

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Bachelor Paradise Sacramento, California

Vaguely literate garage rock recorded into 4-track tape recorders.

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